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Another sleepless night

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I came back from work so sleepy, went to bed straight after dinner from 9.30 pm to 1.30 am. Darling said I woke up in between around 11 pm but managed to fall asleep.
Panda said I HSD.
At 2 am, I took 1 Kalm table.
Per coated tablet contains Hops 45 mg, Valerian extract 33.75 mg, Gentian extract 22.5 mg, and sucrose.

Felt a sudden dizziness, a pain all over body and need to shut down at 4 am.
I have fear that if I fall asleep, I may not wake up again.
Could not feel my heart beat.
Struggling in a bed and trying to calm myself down.
Woke up at 5.30 am, I am ready to work now.

My mind seems to fight sleeping pills.
My body is tired, but my mind is working.
No more sleeping pills for me.
God, please let my body heal naturally.
Please do not let me die now, I am too young to die, I have many things to do.
I want to do Your will.

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Written by blueroselady

June 17, 2010 at 9:49 pm

Posted in God, health

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